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A Beautiful Perspective

by T.D.

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1.
(Verse 1) Condolensces to all my oldest friends, the day has come and gone, we never spoke again Quick hello to the ex girls, who keep tuning in, this albums not for you, this one’s for me instead It’s been said, many times in fact, that I’m a selfish mother fucker, not a brainiac But where my brain be at, is somewhere between here and immortal I’ve been opening every door searching for the portal To take back in time, to find where I left me at I wrote this rhyme in an hour, let’s see you beat that You ain’t coming close, the words I wrote are comatose, and I’m so engrossed The question is, what do you love doing most? For me, It’s steady doses reminiscing, get caught up in the past But I’m searching for my vision And I need, well, wouldn’t we love to know that Freeze frame this moment, I need a Kodak Silly me, stuck living in a past era, Pull your iPhones out, fuck it, let’s start sharing Man, that ain’t the life for me Taking hits, an Instagram of Ecstasy, don’t OD (Hook) And I'm asking, is this too much for an intro? We can move it to the end, just as long as it’s official And every move I make is getting fouled, where’s the whistle I hope these thoughts are beneficial, I’m just hellbent on blowing bigger than a missile Some days I say I miss you, I’m just taking to me, bring the tissues (Verse 2) Change the flow up, I’m going nuts, Dunkin Donuts Mama calling on the phone, I can’t answer the tone, I’m not rhyming, now my mouth is sewn shut I probably should stop when I’m dropping the flow And I’m rocking the shows, and I don’t even know it My composure is slower, I’m going insane It’s another day of these thoughts in my brain (Verse 2, Cont'd) This was just a reminder that words that I say, They all tell the story and matter the same I’m maddened by messages I didn’t save But it’s better than words that I forgot to say At the fork in the road, turn away from the grave And when fortunes are sold, and formulas made I’m focused on riding this incoming wave Don’t get it my way (Verse 2, Cont'd) And I’m popular, when I’m popping bottles With these sloppy models, wanna work the throttle I ain’t getting revved up like your Chevy Tahoe I’m a man of my word, you could call it the gospel Hypocritical views, the man’s an imposter I flow like the flu coming out of your nostrils Circle of life and I’m not the Mufasa I, never owned the team, never built the roster Always in the league, always loved by daughters M-V-P, and there’s no debating I’mma change the game, like your PlayStation But you change nations, like disgraced Asians I’ve misplaced spaces, so no breaths taken I’m no rest for the wicked, no rest for the weary Open your lungs and scream if you hear me I’m hopeless and young, but that end is nearing Too many nights, I’m awake and I’m fearing Then I take a breath and I’m finally hearing (deep breath) The thoughts in my head, no longer coherent (Verse 2, Cont'd) Taking action, no satisfaction, the saddest fashion They believe the hype, rest in peace at night, I don’t see the light I don’t need respite, I just seek delight, call the meek for might They’re workload demons on a search for Christ But I’ve denied the like, full-time defender of your human rights I just speak on beats, and hope they hit you right (Bridge) I hope, I hope, I hope they hit you right Where the feelings at? Hit 'em where the feelings at? (2x) (Verse 3) I broke down and cried, thinking this was it Looking back now, it was my own selfish benefit I was hellbent on making my name exist In the lights of big cities, now that changed quick Shit, I’m always mentioning the past But I moved the line in the sand, you couldn’t adapt Things were overlooked, perhaps I overreacted, money took a backseat, but I’m back bitch And I ain’t worried about making it rich If I was, these songs wouldn’t exist Been pushed til I jumped off the cliff Spinning round so quick, got thrown like a disc Had to write these words like a self-imposed diss And the rest of the album is my response to this shit T.D. was me, when I didn’t have another friend Needed to confide, I’m scared, don’t let it start again I’m in the dark alone, just jotting with a pen I can see that night when I could see the end (Break) Lyrics are the reason I’m overcoming fears Writing to you I hope that you’ve been moved to tears We’ve all moved, I’m just living where the truth is near This is my movement, I hope you find this shit sincere (SAMPLE) If there's hell below. I'll see you when you get there. Are you enjoyin' yourselves? If we may we'd just like to close off with somethin' a bit inspirational. Hopefully something a bit relevant as to us all are having the same fears, shedding similar tears, and of course dying in so many years. It don't mean that we can't have a good life. So we'd like to just maybe close out with something, some food for thought, for all of us (Outro) Tears come down, like waterfalls I’ve been there, tear down those castle walls You feel scared, don’t be scared at all They told me, I need to find a miracle I’m sorry that I’m not so spiritual But if you’re here it, cool If not, why? This is an album where I swear I will not lie
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No Tellin' 05:02
(Verse 1) I, just wanna keep it 100 I just wanna know I’ve done something Suitcase, I’m packing up my suitcase Gotta move again, I'm just hoping that you stay Who they? Why they always doing things? I ain’t over here reviewing dreams I’m working on a cypher that be fire out my windpipes Fire breathing dragon, yeah world, I’ve been nice Burning down the village, and the city is in sight Spent too long wondering who I could entice Eww, that ain’t the price, we gon’ find you in a tight vice I been saying that ain’t quite right, Boy, you know always been nice (Verse 2) No tellin’ if you sweating once again I got a spirit in my heart, you can hear it in the pen And the venom that I’m spitting tear down Spiderman's webs I got a couple lyrics, that’ll pierce through your chest This for my family who don’t hear that they the best But they treat me like I’m different, do they fear my success? Maaannnn, that be getting serious Maaannnn, do you thinkin that they hear it? Don’t know, but I gotta lay a cold flow Even with the cold and flu, Hoping that this flow’ll do Know that if I promised you My promises are golden ruled Outlined, outlined with the pro-est tools I’m the type of guy, wait I'm the type of guy that you don’t always notice who Stick a notice on the door, if you know it’s true Yeah I know I’m true. All I ever did was give you all facts But my one track mind keeps running all the laps And I cried last night, so glad I could adapt Am I really this far, from rewinding to the past? It’s really in the past The present is a present, and the future’s coming fast So leave it in the past (Hook) I got all these new things, I’m just hoping they all last Ain’t no tellin, ain’t no tellin I’m trying to stay true to myself, but I can try all day, I still need your help ain’t no tellin, ain’t no (Verse 3) Back to it, promised I’d get back to it Cluttered up thoughts, know I’m gonna rap through it Can’t believe how much I’ve grown Ain’t checking my height, or counting my woes Put down the phone, navigating the road Over mountains we go, hills and valleys below Thinking we should take it slow No, no….no, no I ain’t wasting my time on the wannabes, Who be looking for charms by the number 3s It isn’t like I got it right on the first try With time, I know I could be the right guy Maybe I could be the change on the playlists But I’m thinking radio ain’t gonna play this Why? Cuz ain’t getting famous Ha! No, I ain’t getting famous I can name 100 rappers out ahead of me And I can out rap them all, but that don’t get me cheddar cheese (Bridge) Cheddar cheese, they ain’t get cheddar cheese I keep on packing bread, and gathering the lettuce leaves (Verse 4) No tellin’ if I hit ‘em this hard Gonna leave ‘em dead on the street, bodies in the front yard Naw man, I ain’t rapping that trap flow, and talking about Bags of ye, negligee, and stripper poles, Talking bout that real life, coming from the heart and soul It’s hardest for this artist, not to mention all this on the flow Point in my life, that you don’t even really know Wait, wait, wait, my troubles and struggles been reducing quickly Truth is, I got no worries to stick with me Yesterday, I went and spent like two fifty All I bought was gas and clothes, thought about absent woes But absent minded cash flows, makes me like an asshole Man on the street, trying to get a bite to eat AC on, windows up, while he’s standing in the heat, and we Complain about nothing, thinking we deep We all trying to grow, so don’t knock me off the peak Don't knock me off the peak, We all trying to grow, so don't knock me off the peak (Repeat 2x) Hit a growth spurt, baby let your soul search We all getting through, if we put in hard work Hit a growth spurt, baby let your soul search We all getting there, if you follow this verse Hit a growth spurt, baby hit a growth spurt (2x) We gotta grow, I ain't got no time, phew Can't even find the words Sometimes you just gotta, you know Stick to it, fight through it, only was is...just do it
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(Verse 1) When life is counterfeited, I’ve been down some minutes And I can’t forget it I’m in town where the crown is hidden I’m tired of looking around like a clown, I’ve given Enough hope to jump rope, over the front porch Knocking on front doors, hoping someone’s home Hoping no one knows, things that I’ve done when no one’s home Gotta see this life, what it’s worth, but I want more I’ve been worried that I’m seeing problems That just keep increasing on us See some demons that are creeping on us Who’s got my back, yes keep us honest If you’re seeing all the same things in the same dreams, then change scenes I may scream, but sometimes I maybe, a little uneasy Hey, did you pray for somebody to save me? Got too much hope for the hopeless Guess it comes from a smile on the homeless Gentleman uptown when asked if I wrote this Would say that it’s bogus, a collection of poets Are really the ones, who put the words on the pages In eighth grade skipping songs on my playlist That’s what makes this moment so innovative My faith was broken, who are you saving? Nobody can save Tim They say when you’re witnessing death It’s best to match breath, until the last one they took left Was I even breathing? After she left It’s only right that I sit here to reset Reflect on the grief that we felt, at Marie’s death (Hook) Beautiful, beautiful, I just want what’s beautiful Beautiful, beautiful, I just want what’s beautiful Beautiful, beautiful, give me all that's beautiful Beautiful, Beautiful, I just want what's beautiful Beautiful, Beautiful, give me all that's beautiful Beautiful, Beautiful (Verse 2) Let’s start with an ominous statement Two years before this kid was created My mom and dad almost didn’t make it See, I shoulda had an older brother Go outside and we’d play in the summer Things didn’t go well, the doctors discovered Joey was born, but his brain wouldn’t function So to have another kid, became the discussion Easy, it wasn’t They tried again, and they brought me from nothing Living for two, got no time for a budget Matter a fact, I got no time for abundance I got to this point, working every single day Thank you for reaching the summit And leaving a map so I could climb up above it (Hook) Beautiful, beautiful, I just want what’s beautiful Beautiful, beautiful, I just want what’s beautiful Beautiful, beautiful, give me all that's beautiful Beautiful, Beautiful, I just want what's beautiful (3x) Beautiful, Beautiful (Verse 3) All the moments of this life define us My first crush was burned up in a car crash with a semi-truck And even though it’d been years, I had to send my love I told her a couple months before she died that I thought she was One of the most amazing people that I ever met At least you she knew that, no words unsaid My formative years, I became friends with the dead Lost my grandma, my first crush I couldn’t worry about too much Too many funerals, thought life sucked My perspective, is what let me light up My aunt killed herself, and I never forgave her Why was it different when it happened to Taylor? Was I older, had more understanding? Did it seem, she had left no one abandoned Like my aunt left my uncle and cousin That’s your kids, that’s your husband Some anger still hanging and pent up Their whole life changed once she hit hang up Did I say enough? At least my uncle’s happy now, but he don’t say much You can earn a lot of money but that won't save us So does life suffice? Are you paying the right price? Or are you clueless, singing the blue’s clues But who knew? When you add up the things that happened to you An accident, tragic shit, but somehow, you pull through (Hook) I just want what’s beautiful Beautiful, beautiful, I just want what’s beautiful Beautiful, beautiful, give me all that's beautiful Beautiful, Beautiful, I just want what's beautiful (4x) Beautiful, Beautiful
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(Hook: Sampha) Don't think about it too much, too much, too much, too much There's no need for us to rush it through Don't think about it too much, too much, too much, too much This is more than just a new lust for you Don't think about.. (Verse 1) Done saying, I’m done changing My minds racing while I’m pacing Got too much, cuz my mind’s stationed On auto-pilot where the thoughts are violent Left all alone like I got an island So I cast away to be the lone survivor Thought the move was heavenly but I’m growing wiser Gotta know I'll be my own demise or Even worse, you should close your eyes for The next few bars, when I wreck these cars Like June 28th, at 3:45, uhhh You don't wanna know about these feelings You don't wanna know about these reasons I felt shit that you've never seen, Wonder how I'm still breathing Maybe this evening, we should sit down So it reminds me, when we were young and would climb trees Branches got too high, for all of my leaves Maybe I should just buy things But my dream don't cost no green I want one thing, I want one thing But they tell me, I'm not job hunting And I haven't seemed to be running What do I do with all my time? Am I turning into a bum, please? Why would you say such dumb things? I want good raps, when I'm talking bars Happiness, not new cars So, what do you see at night, if you ain't seeing stars? (Hook: Sampha) Don't think about it too much, too much, too much, too much There's no need for us to rush it through Don't think about it too much, too much, too much, too much This is more than just a new lust for you Don't think about.. (Verse 2) This songs for everyone who comes after Sometimes I get messed up, it's a disaster But I'm careful in my concepts And I'm aware of goals and content And I'm barely slowing my conscious But no phone calls, so you feel small and the deals raw, but that ideas flawed It'd appear odd if I was fearing god Just think about it, my dear, huh? Do you understand what I'm saying? Know why I'm not praying? I'm elevated to a higher height We in the liar's sight, he gotta firefight My entire flight all I did was write Words I'd never share in my entire life Spit on this mic tonight I'm worried that if I open up You'd see the broken stuff My god, I think I've wrote enough Sometimes I just say too much Now on to the next flow, Because my throats full, like I'm throwing up Babydoll, just hold me up We overflow with love Then get to throwing stuff Is life getting hard enough, well let's slow it up Sometimes I feel like blowing up When my emotions tucked To prevent that, I'm here to open up (Hook: Sampha) Don't think about it too much, too much, too much, too much There's no need for us to rush it through Don't think about it too much, too much, too much, too much This is more than just a new lust for you (Outro: Sampha) Don't give up, on your hopes And you tell me somethin's gone wrong Wholehearted, wholehearted, you care, you care Cause I'm such a dreamer, a believer in a sense Well if it's all a dream Then I'm on fire, feels like, I'm on fire Tell me when I'm lyin', tell me when I'm tryin'
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Whole World 03:26
(Verse 1) Money, money, money over everything That’s what they told me, money over everything Go work 80 hours, naw man you’ll never leave Yeah, it’s money over everything Gotta pay the bills, gotta feed the kids Gotta make sense, gotta try to live Got no money, no money, money, money It’s money over everything Don’t got enough, but she still wants that wedding ring Still wants the finer things, top shelf wine, all the time Man, it's never free It’s because it's money over everything Money over life, money over love Gotta give money to the man up above Shit, I ain’t gotta enough money for all this (Hook) Aww, Money, money, money Young man, you gotta make that money Aww money, money, money Spent too much, yeah you spent too much It’s money over, money over everything What about your future, what about the better things What about waking up one day, one day, one day with another dream (Verse 2) Aww, what about one day, I wanna stand on the porch under sunshade Naw kid, you better go and get paid 8-year-old boy, hustling the lemonade In the white neighborhood that’s one thing What about the ghetto when that powder Ain’t the same thing, Gotta mix it up, gotta, gotta, get paid It’s Monday, so my money’s over everything Learn too young, call it value of a dollar But the value of a scholar, is to value knowledge longer Than a currency that’s currently, dictating all our culture I’m just stating it’s a cult war That we’ve always fought for Way too long, But you’ll never hear this song (Hook) Aww, Money, money, money Young man, you gotta make that money Aww money, money, money Spent too much, yeah you spent too much It’s money over, money over everything What about your future, what about the better things What about waking up one day, one day, one day with another dream (Verse 3) My dream has no slaves to fake things The dollars, prada, and gold bling Spent a life savings, just to get some old ring? That status, the saddest, how about a cold drink? Sorry, the price done raised up, And you had to take another pay cut Bill man on the phone, saying pay up I gotta pay who? I gotta pay what? I gotta pay for my grave, when that day comes Don’t go in the ground, worried about payments (pay-munts) My life savings, is already saved up live my life, I will never be a slave to much I’m just worried, you’re all Being a slave too much (Hook) (2x) Aww, Money, money, money Young man, you gotta make that money Aww money, money, money Spent too much, yeah you spent too much It’s money over, money over, money over everything What about your future, what about the better things What about waking up one day Waking up one day (repeated softer each time) (mixed with) – aww money, money, money Money over, money over, money over everything
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(Verse 1) Dial my number, dial it up, yeah, call me up. And hit me on my cell phone, I still own the belt What do you wanna bet your wealth on? Hell naw, we ain't ever making stale songs, And all the girls wanna play along We ain't playing no games, and I stay leading the league I might hit Drake up and tell him leave it me to Like I'm the meanest emcee, with the Phoenix degree Yeah I'm up from that ashes, past the birds and the trees Pastor calls on the line, I'm giving sermons for free And I've been serving these kids, Salvation Army And I might serve as a Vet, yeah I'm sure I'm the best This should serve as a warning that you should never forget I let you make your marks, I let you make your hits I abstained from campaigns, you made your checks I hung with the thugs, I know all the rejects and if I didn't make millions at least I gained respect (Hook) Maybe money ain't everything but I ain't waiting for no damn change Maybe money ain't everything but I ain't voting for your campaign Maybe money ain't everything But I ain't passing up a damn thing Money ain't everything (Verse 2) I've been riding around, stuck driving in traffic I got too many thoughts, yeah some of them tragic What if this guy to my side, decides to switch over lanes I mean, I've been there before, lucky that I got saved So if I say all the same things I said on Duality Be glad I'm alive, be glad this is happening Be mad that I stopped and thought I'd never rap again I'm back with attacks going faster than fast again My verbal spectacular, other rappers like Dracula Sucking up this manure, I'm rearranging some action verbs Cliff-hanging story arcs, you're in the dark I'm full of heart, yours fell apart Wait a minute, if I've always known where to start I need some jumper cables and car alarms I'm dropping bombs, atomically I'm fine man (Feynman) Ironic Richard, you don't have the time when, my rhymes end I forgot I'm timeless, my rhymes are way more than five minutes Now I digress (Hook) Maybe money ain't everything but I ain't waiting for no damn change Maybe money ain't everything but I ain't voting for your campaign Maybe money ain't everything But I ain't passing up a damn thing Money ain't everything (Verse 3) Waiting on time, like time is all that I got This an ode to Mec, one of the records he dropped It was the first that I heard, I was consumed by the plot See how good that we got, it was a matter or time Didn't make much money, but we made some dope rhymes Some advice to the kid, yeah the partner in crime Soon we'll be 27, yeah one day it'll happen You were about 23 when you got tired of rapping Seems life got good, so what do we rap Whether we up early or we taking a nap Whether you like the music, whether you like the track You didn't leave this game because you couldn't adapt As a matter of fact, I know that you could come back Probably better than ever, never better without him So you can go make some payments, you can go make some albums Either way you're 27 there's no change on the outcome You ain't gotta write rhymes full time, but who's mind could you touch if you tried? Ain't got shit to say, well do I? I seem to find a way even rhyming where the truth hides So will you try? If not, goodbye (Hook) Maybe money ain't everything but I ain't waiting for no damn change Maybe money ain't everything but I ain't voting for your campaign Maybe money ain't everything But I ain't passing up a damn thing Money ain't everything
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Purest Form 05:05
(Intro) You know I'm just wild'n out on this one Bring it back to the basics, to the basement, where I just say shit (GET 'EM) (Verse 1) Ugh, this that shit they didn’t want me on, I ain’t rap this hard since we was all in Orange Fighting foreign wars, be warned, I’m up in arms You’re not informed, I’ve been formulating the purest form So in turn, you’ll get burned like forest floors Watch the fire burn, they say the glory’s yours It’s not, but I ain’t grasping for it either I’m just a backpack rap cat, producing ether Scratch that, uhh, I’m the human phenom Take flight, to infinity and beyond Man, while you were Buzzing, I was clocking Lightyears I’m out of sight, I know how to write, and it’s all right here I fight fears and shed tears with my ideas Well, I’m not writing many right here Wow, it’s been a while since I fired off Get the fire trucks and they can’t even turn me off (Bridge 1) Ugh, he’s spitting in his purest form Holy shit, the boy’s going in, you’re being warned It’s mandatory, the plans before me, the fans adore me I stand like Toucan Sam, and say I got ‘em Tunechi We bada-booming, your powder rooming, the Pac influence And pop inducing, I got ‘em Wooing, you got ‘em booing No longer the newest, but truest, the truth is, I’m just a kid, and you was not inducing a way to view it So say you stay the same, and I’m off to the future (Glory) (Verse 2) I’m back at it with the rabbit out the hat tricks, Leave the batter with a fat lip, when I hit ‘em with the fast pitch Do lyrical acrobatics and backflips, flip that switch Cuz that’s it, I’m bat shit, fantastic, fanatics Frantic, in their search for Atlantis But we ain’t even find where to land yet I’m flying round the earth with a wizard doing magic And Mecca thinks that line is lambasting Everyone in the game, that ever came after This rap-rap duo, wearing hoodies like black kids But out of nowhere, I just flipped my lid and said some shit Now they treat me like I’m heaven sent, but they’re hesitant Because the last guy to fly this high, he ain’t landed yet Uh, am I higher that your private jet, I see you taking Percocet, feeling pretty nervous yet I might slip off the handle, but we ain’t even frying yet (Bridge 2) Uh, glory hallelujah, I might have to snap and just prove it to you I’m inducing a nuisance Whenever new news hits, They always asking if the shoe fits Who’s shoe is produced to see if I’m the new it I could produce a few hits, they’d be Em influenced Gone too long, taking my sabbatical Jumped into this game, I was doing cannon balls From catapults, so ask actuaries if it’s adding up, or don't (Glory) (Verse 3) Are you reminiscing? No don’t blame the victim I stopped playing long ago, I don’t need a system I don’t even need religion, no glory, But the kid, will forgive, if you’re asking for me Just ask for Jason Voorhees These four horsemen, singing a chorus Give me four keys, Surely you’ll be warning, and begging me don’t leave I have to go, got off the boat I’m not the GOAT, with a golden flow So here we go, you met Pinocchio He told you, you’d be golden bro But now you’re getting silver, And it starts to show Bronze applause is just fading out They’d stay in crowds, now they laying out You sit and shout, you pissed it out Never enough shits were ever given out But every single evening that I’m having trouble breathing Is it my troubled mind, trying to re-enact this being Inhibitions change positions, what’s this distance that I’m feeling Like I’m off the deep end, no prescriptions needed (Bridge 3) Ugh, he’s spitting in his purest form Holy shit, the boy’s going in, Army guns It’s like Art of War, the colors and the corridors, The covers at the coroners, let you know what you’re in for I’m in Europe, I’m going on my Tour de Force You wouldn’t go this hard if you were doing porn We bada-booming, you clowns are losing, the Lu influence And rock inducing, I got ‘em Wooing, you got ‘em booing In a fight, I will sock it to ‘em (Glory) (Outro) Uhh, I rap my ass off with writer’s block Lucky that I hit my stride and then I decide to stop You’re gonna flop, it’s obvious Do not dismiss that I’ll pick it back up and polish this The plot exists where I profit from what I spit An apologist, a counterfeit and hours spent Is all you really need to blow up in this bitch, Nobody wants to be the best alive, They want the easy road, the only way they’ll survive (I got 'em) 
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(Verse 1) Hands up, I ain't playing this track twice, The rap game got too stupid and last night, I almost solved a Rubik's Cube backwards and that's like The type of shit that Kanye tries to sell you on that mic, Hot shit, getting mixed with bullshit, it's cool kids You don't even know what the truth is, Who lives on the side of the tracks, Where I spit quick lyrics with subliminal tact And a firefight breaks out, I'm whippin' your ass I'm too quick with attacks, all I meet is other rappers who should live in the trash Everybody rapping now, it's like we've run out of gas Back up at the pump, it's stupid how, we try to fill up on this club shit poolin' out I ain't gonna trap rap, because trap rap, ain't that rap, and that rap, just wants rap back Yep, I think I've said enough, to let you know the message tucked, underneath your eardrums, gotta let it up Meditating with an unopened medicine cup, I can't see the reasons why they haven't said enough (Hook) Dishes on my ride, look real nice Bitches on my side, look real nice Everybody thinks they're, real nice Nobody in the game, real nice You ain't gonna survive the life So ride your high, but you're the kite The wind blows, changing price Does fame suffice, you sold your soul, The broken road, no surviving this life (Verse 2) Defeating the purpose, no verses were purchased The music I make, now I know isn’t perfect I try to make something above the bar It wasn’t hard, I’m burnt out by this part of the album How come? We all need an outcome Comes quicker than the first time you did it without one Nobody raps to be the best rapper Aim for A&R hits, and cash checks faster I’ll be honest TPAB wasn’t my favorite But Kendrick raps bars around the whole equator It just wasn’t relatable, critics applauded it I guess it’s better than most of today's garbage shit Toast to everyone who raps hard bars Try to start a war of the words, but they’re in foreign cars So no translation to the fake rappers, we make chapters They just file chapter 11 or 7, then end up working at the 7-11 Heaven forbid, that you just learn how to live It makes me think of that line from Wiz When he said, all I rap about is bitches and champagne You would too, if every night you seen the same thing Getting mo money, Damon Wayans It’s your time, man, break the chains If not, no legacy remains (Hook) Dishes on my ride, look real nice Bitches on my side, look real nice Everybody thinks they're, real nice Nobody in the game, real nice You ain't gonna survive the life So ride your high, but you're the kite The wind blows, changing price Does fame suffice, you sold your soul, The broken road, no surviving this life (Verse 3) Attention y’all, I’m the chosen child, I flow for miles, and I could probably change my style But I’d rather die in a flame of Future’s albums Or get Nuked by Young Thug’s newest album It’s cool to hear every once in awhile But I’d sacrifice them to deduct the style Maybe I’m just too old for the rap game It’s a sad day to say I hate rap, man (Outro) You ain't gonna survive the life So ride your high, but you're the kite The wind blows, changing price Does fame suffice, you sold your soul, The broken road, no surviving this life Who thought they could survive this life, man (2x) You ain't surviving this life (4x) Can't survive this life (3x)
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Confidence 03:48
(Verse 1) I believe in myself, still receiving the belt You come crying for help, I got no time to be crying myself I got no time to be wasting on haters, I got no time, can’t be reading your papers I am the guy, I’m everyone’s favorite the newest flavor, call it fruits of my labor Do me a favor? Don’t save it for later Put in overtime, on a sober mind, to receive the lines and conceive the rhymes Can’t you see, I’m fine? Can’t you see, I fly? Sky high, to the high tide Living sublime, living frontlines Me and all the moments that I’m making Front row, a dream is just a dream until we make it Your dream is still a dream when you fake it Fakeness, I can’t take it Wasted on a wait list You better wake up, get your face did Can’t hide it, like you’re naked I see too much cake at the banquet The world cakes on all the makeup Girls live strong, like the bracelet I know we did wrong, need a face lift I’m here to kill the fake shit (Refrain) I suggest you make a game plan, if you wanna match this Go home, man, lay down, get up on the mattress You ain’t working this hard, you’re never working this hard Asked me if I’m certain of it, I say come on man, swear to god (Hook) I got so much mother fucking confidence You gonna need accomplices to try to match accomplishments I come through and conquer shit You know it, just read your scripts I am on my all-time, you just keep on getting missed (Verse 2) Confidence up so high, like I’m jumping off the high dive You better watch out when I sky dive No parachute, I’m in a rare group When I land right down in a McLaren Coupe Are you comparing shoes? Should be comparing feet I’m not the fairest one, but I’m the heir-ist one Yeah I got the throne, it’s father to you son It’s farther than you run I’m asking are we done? I’ve been wasting time, no more wasting lines So you were so cool back in 08, talking high school, man that’s great What’d you do since? Be a nuisance? No blueprints, so you just sit Got an arrest record, and two kids We all know where you live In the same town, say you stay down When I come round, they say you just clown No job, no ambition You tried cooking rock in your grandma’s kitchen? Man, that’s just where I do the dishes I’m a grown man, got grown plans, and you just fucking wishing (Refrain) I suggest you make a game plan, you wanna match this Go home, man, lay down, get a mattress You ain’t working this hard, you’re never working this hard Asked me if I’m certain of it, I say come on man, swear to god (Hook) (2x) I got so much mother fucking confidence You gonna need accomplices to try to match accomplishments I come through and conquer shit You know it, just read your scripts I am on my all-time, you just keep on getting missed (Outro) Crazy, when you’re 18 and like to fake things, But reality knocks when you’re 27 And I see you working at the 7-11 Instagram King, you keep posting shit I don’t know if you noticed this I keep my posts low, because my soul is rich Stop filling voids with this bogusness (Hook) I got so much mother fucking confidence You gonna need accomplices to try to match accomplishments I come through and conquer shit You know it, just read your scripts I am on my all-time, you just keep on getting missed 
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Memories 03:48
(Verse 1) Drive a Corolla like it’s 07, Slizzy got a sip, I’mma get the next one This is just a revisitation to the past Let’s think about all the memories we have I wanna go back to that? back to those days For a quick visit to tell me I know things And stay on the path that we’re taking, it’s going Slower and slower then some day, yeah We make some new progress, take off on runways All the times that we’ve had, things that we’ve done Met it 03, we were so fucking young Now we’re 25 and we’re living it up Let’s do it bigger, year after year I ain’t talking clubbing, ain’t talking beers Let’s chase some dreams, let’s dry some tears Think that the time of our lives is right here (Hook 1) Rewind, back to 91 Yeah I’ve grown up Yeah my time has come Got a list of things, that I haven’t done Got some victories, but I haven’t won No championships for the kid yet Got an elite team, doing gym reps My not be the best, but the C's on my chest (Verse 2) Call Slizzy from campus For a moment I panicked Now I’m 25 and so calm Make you feel like I’m in SOCOM But hey, my jet just landed This wasn’t how I planned it I didn’t think I’d ever be here Coming all the way from Beaver (Falls) (echo)) (Hook 2) Got all my memories right I gotta live, live it again We just keep living our life You gotta go, Cause your not living it right Me, I’m just living the life Me, I’m just living that life (Verse 3) 2010 we met at CiCi’s Said we’ll be making some CDs I don’t think no one believed me Why would they believe me? I’m just a white kid from the suburbs You’re just a white kid from the suburbs Didn’t know much more in common After two years that music blossomed I made a new friend, we was hanging and chilling and talking You did so much for me, I don’t say it often Mec, you’re the dude, man I love you, We moved to a new state, and got an apartment We’ve overcome storms and battled the hardships Been to the lows, now heights where walking Everyone knows, as soon as we walk in Dynamic duo, not batman and robin (Hook 3) (2x) Memories, they keep coming to life Yeah, they coming to life Here they come, come (Verse 4) I was 18 in the dorm rooms, you were 21 I think dude We hit it off real quick, cuz we talked the same real shit Watch movies, play xbox and go to the ARC But talking to 2 am, was my favorite part I hope you know that I miss all those talks I’d call on the phone all alone in the dark Craig, I gotta tell you this man I’ll always treat you like family You’re one of my first calls Whether it’s a good day or a bad dream So for everything you’ve done, thanks and much love, Timmy (Minor Hook) Memories, Here they come, come (Verse 5) I could spit a verse for Kyle And spit a verse for Bryce But similarities will combine this Now watch it take life You look at the start it was rocky, I had reservations Summer 2010, Bryce those were the days when We lived it up on Sixth Ave, it was greatest In the next year, I moved in with Kyle 10/16/10, it’s been awhile Me, you and Craig made a trifecta Had the gang back home and we’d get together Now we’re at the cabin and Montana’s So many jokes, man we all laughing These memories are all fantastic Put this in your speakers, and fucking blast it (Hook 3) (2x) Memories, they keep coming to life Yeah, they coming to life Here they come, come (Outro) Making memories, you know we living life up They just coming to life (3x) Here they come, come, come, come
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The Ride 05:51
(Verse 1) I’ve been, I’ve been, I’ve been riding like 77 for too long, I need to make my way off Worried that my future won’t have too many days off Still riding down that road, and making pit stops A year in Syracuse, brought me here to this spot Telling myself to fear not, sometimes a little fear, is all you really you got I’m worried that my future…wait No worries cuz my future ain’t a different maze Go off again, with my spit that’ll make you sick for days Hocking up a mixtape, pack it full of metaphors Rapping like I’ve been sedated, fighting off the coming morgue Gotta stay awake, (wake up, wake up) my dreams are reality Close my eyes I’ll become another casualty Apathetic fatality, with no anesthetics to battle me I’m at your head and it baffles me, how you’re headed, to get it, but actually (truth be told) You’ve never even lived, you’re a demo of a fantasy (this is unreal, man) I’m thankful for my family They’ll be making cameos, at the Grammy’s with Granny’s ghost This is my acceptance speech, it's been too long Since I wrote an open note (Hook) (Been too long) Been too long, since I was rapping with this purpose (Been way too long) It’s been five years and my rapping isn’t perfect It’s been five years of me and Mec just trading verses We been through a lot, always asking have you heard this? (I've been faded too long) And it made you stop and realize, We all on our own rides (faded too long) Hoping life don’t pass us by Yeah, Am I driving too fast? (the ride) Or just fast enough to fly? My gas is to the floor, and I’m just asking you to ride Asking you to ride, (oooh, the ride) I'm just asking you to ride (Verse 2) Keep riding, when your tank is down on empty Keep riding, when the haters wanna envy Keep riding, even if we gotta push the car Broke down on the boulevard, it’s hard cuz help is very far And you can’t even change the tires, Welcome to my realist flow, no stop lights, so you should go Things are crucial but we’re not stuck in a crucible Your crucifix, I’m used to those My ride to the top has pit stops, if I’m truthful though Started on the wrong route, made mistakes, got bogged down Had to leave some baggage at that rest stop across town I’m in Charlotte, for the record And when we live for the record, we just gotta hit record Three different ways that I can spin the same word Am I still on the route? Or did we pass the keys to Dave Byrd? Take em Dicky (Hook) (Been too long) Been too long, since I was rapping with this purpose (Been way too long) It’s been five years and my rapping isn’t perfect It’s been five years of me and Mec just trading verses We been through a lot, always asking have you heard this? (I've been faded too long) And it made you stop and realize, We all on our own rides (faded too long) Hoping life don’t pass us by Yeah, Am I driving too fast? (the ride) Or just fast enough to fly? My gas is to the floor, and I’m just asking you to ride Asking you to ride, (oooh, the ride) I'm just asking you to ride (Verse 3) Pause for the third verse, because I’m about to double time it Wrote this track on auto-pilot, didn’t even bat an eyelid We can flip the flows, if you know, what I’m compiling I got some things that I wanna get off my chest Been on this ride for too long, gotta digest (AHHH) Then I come up for breath Asking you hey what’s next? Work yourself to death, is what everyone said And I think that’s so sad I gotta rap like Andre cuz I keep it 3 grand So listen hombre, when you’re feeling its bad Know that my souls in a pencil and a pad And then no wonder why I never, I never ever, never ever bought into the fads So call up your dads, moms and great grams And tell them this kid’s still creating great jams This bland toast music, I can be it’s grape jam My plans to keep producing music You can coin me as a nuisance and say I’ll just abuse it But I’ll be making noise at least and getting all my views up You know that’s not true, but I’m not about silly rap feuds But I could kill half the game with my backpack crew This crew only got two, it’s me and Mec, who knew? Are you down for the ride, should you make the next move? Make the next move (Outro) Been too long, since I was rapping with this purpose (ohh the ride) It’s been five years and my rapping isn’t perfect (ohh the ride) It’s been five years of me and Mec just trading verses (why won't it stop, the ride) But I'll never be a traitor to the ones who were there to make this life so perfect. Just keep riding, wherever your journey may take you, keep riding. Got a long way to go, guys. Buckle up.
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(Verse 1) Waiting for the moment when they tell me that my time is up Waiting for the moment when they tell me I don’t rhyme enough I don’t wanna sound like I’m stuck in a second gear Move a little over here, do a little over there Got one too many fears But I’m feeling insincere Waiting for the moment when they’re knocking on my door And if they ever walk in, they’ll be laying on the floor Waiting for the days when the flowers go away Waiting for the day to visit my grandmother’s grave What would I say? What would I do? How about you? (Break) I’ve been waiting (Verse 2) Waiting patiently, thoughts escaping me Who am I supposed to be? I wrote a note, so hopefully My former self will notice me If I can’t afford to cash it Will it buy me groceries Do you smell the potpourri? Sometimes it makes me choke you see I'm waiting in daze Tuesday’s gone, Wednesday fades I’m feeling Thursday, in the worst way Weekend’s coming soon But if it’s the month of June Then my manners must be rude Are you waiting for some passion? I think I need some satisfaction But is this the saddest fact, hmm (Transition) I wonder if I’ll finish this Sometimes I feel I’m amiss Sometimes I think I shoot and miss Do you think the truth exists? (Transition 2: Mecca) Mec, Mec, Check, Check, I don’t know a whole lot but I feel pretty good about this one Patience, patience (Verse 2: Mecca) You were always one to give me these extended verses Where these other rapper's balls, they need to check their purses Flow jackers and coke, does that complete your purchase? I walk a fine line, they tell me I should join the circus Back and forth, I found a rock and a hard place And broke out, smashing windows like buttons in arcades I'm working hard, but careful dawg, I'm hardly messin' I don't speak a lot, but when I do, pay attention I'm not waiting for much, other than a while I'd like some time back for all the nights I let it idle I finally found what I was looking for in front of me I only thing I really ever need is company I'm pretty happy, not much to complain about I crossed my fingers, took a breath and I made it out The fog was thicker than Amber Rose in a spacesuit But here I am, I made it through the storm with no rainboots (no rainboots) Don't go assuming those were goofy lines, cuz I could take your girlfriend and Steeler (steal her) like the Rooney guys I like to rap a lot, could probably make some money off it You're too busy changing teams more than Kenny Lofton I used to dream of escaping through a mineshaft and waking up in Pittsburgh, married, with an iMac I guess I'm only missing three of those things I'm happy after all, that's what believing you brings, Mec Patience (3x) (Break) I know, you have been, waiting (Verse 3) They say the wait is over, Like a soldier at attention I’m the one that you should be mention Standing up for my rights Damn right I’m never bending But on bending knees you beg and plea I won’t bow out gracefully I’ll leave ‘em just chasing me And hit ‘em with the eighth degree Lay you down, fast asleep On the mattress we dream masterfully I’m chasing dreams, awaken me Whatever my fate may be Might say that I’m the greatest what is greatness if there’s vacancy? (Break) I am waiting (Transition: Objects in Motion) (Hook) They say objects in motion, they’ll always move But I don’t know what to do, when it comes to you Butterfly, always fly away But I want it, I want it to stay (Refrain) Counting down to the time when we are finally home I don’t know if I would take that road, To anywhere (Bridge) Objects in motion, they keep going (3x) And they never stop My mind keeps going, it keeps going (2x) Damn, I got a lot of thoughts Life can be so long, if we don’t sit wasting it I’ve grown a lot to 25, but bear with me, it could take a bit (Hook Alt) Objects in motion, they’ll always move But I don’t know what to do, when it comes to you Butterfly, always fly away But I want it, I want it to stay (Hook Alt 2) Objects in motion, yeah, they always move I don’t know what to do, when it comes to you Butterfly, always fly away But I want it, I want it, I want it to stay
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Satisfied 03:37
(Intro) Are you satisfied, that everything categorized Place that here, we’ll make vibe And we stay, up, up, up, up all night (2x) Are you satisfied that everything categorized Place that here, we'll make that vibe, that vibe (3x) (Drop the beat) (Verse 1) Monuments of ecstasy and existential remedies Build a kingdom, rest in peace I’m restless, then I wrestle beats Rest assured, know I’m at ease This microphone’s my speaking piece It’s defeated demons easily See for me to breathe, I have to be Assured that actions actually Never retracting dreams Dreams so big, why are they attacking me It’s just my personality Exert my work’s reality Fear in this moment that I will be the casualty Casually I stroll along this road with my faculties Working on life’s masterpiece Even though I have my Masters doesn’t mean that I’m a master, see? Put that in the Matrices, and ask me if it’s tragedy Why I keep retracting fees I’m over all this apathy Move on to the past with me Not the people or the passive needs I’m reclaiming former energy Entered installations for this entity And it’s just me (3x) (Verse 2) Caught up in the picture, we don’t even see the frame You just riding down the road looking at the other lane You schedule all your days and just watch them fade away If you have a dream, see the demons in the wrong tonight Because they just prolong advice, and try to suffocate your life You’ve suffered long enough, substitutions no longer suffice Time for you to play the game, stop shying from the brightest lights Take the pass, and make the drive, pick your team and stay alive Family in the stands, team is by your side I see the reasons why you’d be feeling pride You’re custom made, they can’t take that away Your opponent from a different cloth, but at least he’s still getting paid Take the shot, time to overcome your former ways I had to slow this down, so we could formulate And find how to incorporate this long debate Of what it really means for you to be great (Outro) And are you satisfied, with overwhelming alibis It seems that you shouldn’t have tried To take the blame and make the time But at least I don’t, don’t fake my pride I’ve seen that way, go way too wide I’ve seen the look on faces, cried I’ve seen some things I’d rather hide I'd hide, I'd hide, don't hide, no And are you satisfied, with masses that just pantomime Seem to follow every lie And I’ll see you out there in the sky Overcome not compromise I’ve seen the fire in your eyes Let me know you will survive Survive
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(Prelude) Respect is something earned, never given Are you really fucking living? Have you earned the respect of your peers? Are you alive in society? Or are you just blind to the madness? (Intro: Mecca) Respect is earned not given, so are you really fucking living? (Intro) Respect is earned not given, so are you really fucking living? (Verse 1) Sometimes I think I wanna go home Some chicks, I think I wanna oh no! Don't say that Tim, need a new script in my cerebellum and sometimes I feel like a felon and some rhymes, I do 'em a capella Not yet, need the beat as a back drop, Sometimes I feel like a bad cop In a battle of the haves and the have nots Locked up, did it all with the padlock Not rap, I call it really fast rock-n-roll Stop the show, lights out, in my house These airplanes done wiped out and I didn't even get a wish, man I'm often lost in this shit, damn (Verse 1: Mecca) I said we poppin' off in this bitch, we gunnin like we at war just because soccer has a goalie buddy, doesn't mean you can't score I don't play games with these losers, I leave beggars sprawling on floors If you got a problem with it, you can take it on all fours, hey Backtrack to my first line, we taking over your country I'll be jerking off on these tracks until these mother fuckers don't want me (Man, I thought you said you were done) Should be no surprise that I'm back You too busy trying to catch up, you can find me on the next track (Verse 2) Gotta ketchup, if you mustard Talkin' bout these condiments Go back to your first girl, got her spittin' these compliments Spray that mayonnaise on her white dress, she chose wisely, got common sense The kids out there, take no offense, ask your dad or your friend's parents They'll explain the words in this sentence Too, too advanced for these infants Go to war with these infidels Did I lose my mind, maybe time will tell Can't lose my rhymes because they could sell First verse I said drop the beat Pay my dues, I see talk is cheap Take a step, man, walk with me (Hook: T.D. & Mecca)) (2x) Respect is earned not given, so are you really fucking living? (2x) Live from the spot, don't tell us what we're not Take it from the top, respect is what we got (Verse 2: Mecca) I said I'm too hot to get cold feet, I'm in this for the duration This is Welcome Home 2, so where the fuck's the ovation We've been working hard on this shit, I won't lie this tape is crazy I said bitch I want my show back, but I still fuck with Wayne Brady Old news, but new at 5, we kill this shit, you knew it, why? Me and T like Bill O'Reilly, mother fucker we do it live Ain't no other topic, we monopolized discussion We don't need no fucking features, get that shit a dime a dozen, hey
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(Intro) They used to tell me, they used to tell me (Hook: T.D. & Mecca) I hope you learn to make it on your own And if you love yourself just know you'll never be alone I hope that you get everything you want and that you chose I hope that it's the realest thing that you ever know Hope you get the pretty girls that's pretty at everything Million dollar cribs havin' million dollar dreams And when you get it all just remember one thing Remember one thing, that one man could change the world That one man could change the world (Verse 1) Waiting for the day to come, maybe I'm just too young To claim I am the greatest one, my dad said 'ain't it fun?' Growing old, looking back, seeing how you were dumb Honestly, I just hope to make a difference Don't need to look in my eyes to understand my vision No contract to sign to be a part of this mission Time to part the partition, my heart was dark, wishing That never in your life, would you be in this position The stars overhead say they've seen it all before You're far too young to be fighting in a war You're not too old, dead lying in the morgue So tell me you've explored, all the reasons they've ignored And I hope you learn to make it on your own Don't need to be a king to be sitting on the throne From far oversees, until you're sitting in your home Take a view of the world so you know you're not alone (Hook: T.D. & Mecca) I hope you learn to make it on your own And if you love yourself just know you'll never be alone I hope that you get everything you want and that you chose I hope that it's the realest thing that you ever know Hope you get the pretty girls that's pretty at everything Million dollar cribs havin' million dollar dreams And when you get it all just remember one thing Remember one thing, that one man could change the world That one man could change the world (Verse 1: Mecca) They used to tell me, boy you gotta learn to change You gotta learn to grow up, everyone will do the same It's funny how I did it, but they didn't like the plain picture That I kept on seeing when I woke up everyday I guess the moral to the story is, follow your dreams until you're ending up victorious It ain't no secret, no Victoria's, you can have a real life, You just gotta chase your goals, do whatever feels right And it don't matter what they say that you're supposed to do This is your life, you're the one you owe this to So take a shot, you can take it with a mixer and you can hold your nose, just be ready for the picture, like I hope you learn to make it on your own You better watch your back, because they're coming for your throne It seems like everybody wants that top spot when you got it, but that's how you know you got it (Hook: T.D. & Mecca) I hope you learn to make it on your own And if you love yourself just know you'll never be alone I hope that you get everything you want and that you chose I hope that it's the realest thing that you ever know Hope you get the pretty girls that's pretty at everything Million dollar cribs havin' million dollar dreams And when you get it all just remember one thing Remember one thing, that one man could change the world That one man could change the world

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T.D. takes an introspective approach on his eighth album, touching on his own thoughts and issues and how he's dealt with everything that he's faced in life.

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released August 12, 2016

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