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Life: The Show 3

by T.D.

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1.
Prospectus 03:41
(Intro) Life The Show, Part 3 You know, I've been thinking a lot lately I didn't even want to make this album But sometimes, we gotta do things we weren't ready to do (Intro - Dave Chappelle) If you look at life, anything in life, through the framework of money, you'll miss most of the picture (Verse 1) I don’t really have a presence to be writing rhymes I’ve been feeling under pressure, going out my mind I told myself everything would be fine It’s sad, all I wanted was a ceasefire Take a moment, give me a couple breaths You wouldn’t let up, I couldn’t defense Two months later want your head across my chest It’s too late for that, it just doesn’t make sense I guess, this life, gets really fucked up, sometimes Honestly, I’m sorry that you’re hurting Both hurt each other, so we gotta close curtains And I’m sorry bout the pain spilling out of these verses And all of those things that we couldn’t get working But the worst is…ahh, man, fuck it ain’t worth it (Chorus) I’ve been working on my prospectus Lately, my perspective has been feeling neglected Sold that ring, never bought that necklace Next thing is to mark it off my checklist Here, please take this prospectus I hope you don’t reject it (Verse 2) Truth is, it was write this rhyme or kill myself But I’ll always write instead of kill myself And my therapy is writing this until I’m helped I hope your therapy really helps But I gotta write this about myself Look into the mirror and wonder what I really felt Could I talk about the demons, and really tell How I was broken down, crying out for help Lost my whole value, hated myself Tried to reach out, I couldn’t get help Spiral down through every circle of hell Imprisoned in my own virtual jail Then my decision is to post my own bail Set a new ship as I hoisted my sail Look into myself, know I will prevail And I’ll get back up next time I fail (Chorus) I’ve been working on my prospectus Lately, my perspective has been feeling neglected Sold that ring, never bought that necklace Next thing is to mark it off my checklist Here, please take this prospectus I hope you don’t reject it (Verse 3) Do I still prioritize my perspective? Look in the mirror and damn my reflection Shows a kid way beyond adolescent Who wants to travel to the very beginning Shit, but we can’t do that T I don’t wanna go back for the old me He died somewhere in the cold streets About a year after we lost Kobe I got LOST and didn’t even get a nosebleed I know me, but I don’t wanna speak About the depths of my soul or the shoes on my feet As I walk to the cliff and just hope it’s a peak If I can’t live through regret and defeat Learn to let go, achieve victory Enough about you and enough about me So it goes, we proceed (Chorus) I’ve been working on my prospectus Lately, my perspective has been feeling neglected Sold that ring, never bought that necklace Next thing is to mark it off my checklist Here, please take this prospectus I hope you don’t reject it (Outro - Dave Chappelle) Well, I mean, you know, the bottom line is no matter what happens to you, you gotta keep going.
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Regrets 03:41
(Intro - Dave Chappelle) You gotta keep going Bitterness is quite cumbersome You gotta keep going (Verse 1) I’ve been feeling bitter and taking pictures Gotta update this dating prof Most days, I’m aloof, on the couch, just like a loaf Hope I’m not going to stale, fuck outta here, with your burnt toast Go check the mail, Left the toaster on, returned to burnt smoke Go coast to coast, think I saw a ghost But we get to that in the later portions My love has become an orphan A new girl might increase endorphins Because of you I’m mighty morphin Power Ranger with endangered fortunes Is that a bird, a plane, or is it Dexter Morgan I think you killed me, gorgeous I don’t think you really wanna talk about it now, I’ve been floating in the clouds, can’t find the solid ground Maybe I’m allowed to expose all of our secrets, cause I don’t really know why you fraternized with demons When I told you I was leaving, sitting on the couch that evening So I left out there, start working on my healing You want a chance to fix it, but I can’t find the reasons And, all I wanna know, is what possessed you, to be so demeaning (Chorus) (2x) I just try to minimize regrets, I don’t know if I got there yet (Verse 2) Welcome to my class, on regret minimization Take it back to the days, when I was making minimum wage in Them simple times, before spitting rhymes My outlet, was to get in the car and drive Lately, I’ve done a lot of both I’m sorry about all these songs I wrote But that’s the only way that I can close the hole Some verses sting, hope they don’t provoke You to find a reason to pick up the phone, please let me go I know, I was your steady stone You were as stable as when confetti’s blown At Ramsey’s Glen, they built a lovely home I might go tear it down, at night, alone I don’t know what’s deep in my soul As I take a look through this kaleidoscope I see that apartment running low on hope As I sat in that chair always feeling pretty broke Take this as my hopeful note No regrets, no smoke All truth, no jokes I loved you, now I don’t Good luck on that lonely road As you’re heading home, just remember I’m the greatest that you’ve ever known (Chorus) (2x) I just try to minimize regrets, I don’t know if I got there yet (Verse 3) No regrets, no regrets I made changes, got no respect I improved dramatically, on everything that you were asking me What a catastrophe, thought we had a masterpiece Was your master plan, to ride and saddle me Make me hide, die inside, and resort to apathy Of course, you manipulated, straight gaslighted But there’s a gas shortage, as I’m writing No longer allow myself, to get ignited honestly, I hope you’re alright No this isn’t, see you later, this is goodnight (Chorus) (3x) And I've been trying to minimize all of my regrets, did I get there yet?
3.
Apartments 03:36
(Verse 1) We all living apartments with temporary options, Never clean the carpets, or pick up all your garments Living with these animals, I promise that they're harmless Get yourself the best you can afford, Life is just a day and then we end up in the morgue I’m looking for the way, but I said it all before And life is just a maze, keep your head up from the floor What’s behind the door? It’s probably nobody Navigating hallways to us becomes a hobby And if you get lucky, there’s a guest down in the lobby Better get him soon or he’ll end up like a zombie I ain’t really okay with the view But I catch myself looking out the window Colors don’t change with the hue I guess we just leave it all in limbo (Bridge) Living in apartments, living in apartments Just a starving artist, trying to hit the target Battling the hardships over a guitar riff   (Verse 2) We all living in apartments Just a starving artist, trying to hit the target Battling the hardships over a guitar riff Don’t know how we mark it if life’s a seller’s market Stakes raising higher than apartments down in Charlotte Am I still myself or just an incarnate? Overcome your salary, go defy your gravity What if the end, it’s simply a catastrophe? Would you design the masterpiece, without it ending tragically No need for vanity, avoiding all the pageantry Know I write sporadically, my type of modality I’m affably abnormal in all actuality Don’t mean to be dramatic as we enter to finality But what if my last line, could not avoid catastrophe (Bridge) Living in apartments, living in apartments Keep the lights on, to avoid the darkness Even if your sky, seems a little starless   (Verse 3) We all living in apartments Keep the lights on, to avoid the darkness Even if your sky, seems a little starless If I tell a lie, it’s just my catharsis If you come to visit, you won’t know where to park it But you should come to visit, regardless This the life we living, no need for inquisition If I’m reaching intermission and you’re sick of repetition Know we’ve all been preconditioned, to exalt at recognition It’s not your fault, your mind is slipping You’re just caught up in attrition Go restore my vision, ignore all your contrition Adore your disposition, speak like a politician Of my own volition I’m converting y’all, to my new religion It’s apartment demolition followed by an expedition Nothing’s permanent, so you better start living (Bridge) Living in apartments, living in apartments To avoid the darkness, just a starving artist Living in apartments
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Kaleidoscope 03:04
(Chorus) And every day we just look through our kaleidoscopes try to see a different view, it’s blurry but I wouldn’t know (Verse 1) I’m damn near 30, and I done seen some things But I’ve been sitting, trying to figure what it means Am I human? Or am I simply trying to be? Nobody could tell the truth if you’re in front of me We got our reasons, that’s something I would say But I’m trying to grow and elaborate Get to the details, why I wrote this It’s out of order, because I couldn’t focus (Chorus) (4x) And every day we just look through our kaleidoscopes try to see a different view, it’s blurry but I wouldn’t know (Verse 2) Most days, we get caught up in the details Have a rough thought and you know we won’t sleep well Phone buzz, but it’s just another email Another company, begging for your retail I could go and paint a picture of the negative But just think it’s the opposite of everything you’re savoring So when you take a shot, know you gotta play to win Too deep in the pool, it seems we gotta swim (Chorus) (4x) And every day we just look through our kaleidoscopes try to see a different view, it’s blurry but I wouldn’t know (Verse 3) Reflective focus, and I can’t seem to follow Wondering who wrote this, could he see tomorrow? If you need a dollar, got a few to borrow I’m just trying to find out how we can escape the sorrow Spending all your time caught up on a weakness Don’t look down when you wonder where the peak is Let it all out, this ain’t a place for secrets Look through this kaleidoscope, and just describe the sequence (Outro) But I wouldn’t know Blurry, but I wouldn’t know Look through our kaleidoscopes Blurry but I wouldn’t know And every day we just look through our kaleidoscopes try to see a different view, it’s blurry but I wouldn’t know
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(Verse 1) I've been riding too high off other people’s approval And they’re telling too many lies, don’t have enough time to Google What do you know? What do you know? I’m tired of being asked so many questions I told y’all that I’ve been guessing And the next time, learn my lesson With these women, its obsession And a crashing wave that’s deadly She knows, how to get to me fast It won’t last A little bit of good connection, then I’m wifed up, misdirection I still need my own protection My heart spills out these records And I don’t have time to check ‘em So, the honest truth is spilling out Look into my eyes, know it’s real now I’ve been climbing up, getting knocked back down Get over you if I have to date the whole town But that doesn’t help me to move on So I lace up, put my shoes on, Pack my bags, find a new home Check-in and find out who’s gone (Chorus) Look into my eyes, I got all these things I’ll find I got one too many feelings, that I’m feeling deep inside I just try to sort it out, don’t know what you talking bout I’m just wasting every day, with another chick laying on my couch I don’t know just where I’m going, but I’m broken falling down again Try to fill the void of you with a whole bunch of fucking women And I, I know, I know, probably shouldn’t say that on this mic Cuz this shit will come back to me with the next girl that I like (Verse 2) I’ve been putting too much weight into the women that don’t swipe right Or the ones who send a few texts back, and then move on with their life Sometimes I do it, it ain’t right But you know the feeling, doesn’t change when you’re all alone at night I’ll be honest, it has crossed my mind, from time to time Are you laying down with someone else tonight? Are you doing all the things to him? Knowing that’s what I liked Or are you still struggling so much, that you haven’t moved on with your life it’s okay, it’s alright, I’m still struggling, so that’s why I grabbed this mic Don’t know if spitting these words is wrong or if it's right So the wrong memories, keep coming back every single night I’ve been feeling underground, I’ve been living out of sight They told me pick myself back up and get back to living life (Chorus) Look into my eyes, I got all these things I’ll find I got one too many feelings, that I’m feeling deep inside I just try to sort it out, don’t know what you talking bout I’m just wasting every day, with another chick laying on my couch I don’t know just where I’m going, but I’m broken falling down again Try to fill the void of you with a whole bunch of fucking women And I, I know, I know, probably shouldn’t say that on this mic Cuz this shit will come back to me with the next girl that I like
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(Chorus) I really think I need to hate you, but I hope you’re doing alright I really need to hate you, but I hope you're doing alright (Verse 1) I guess I’m not to good at holding grudges What’s the subject of this love, that we’ve been discussing I can’t think of nothing, I’ve erased all of the past Feel like I received concussions, symptoms coming fast I removed all of your good, tossed it in the trash Think back to the days, when I thought it’d Everlast But I guess, that’s just what it’s like So remember that I didn’t write this out of spite (Chorus 2) I really need to hate you, but I hope you're doing alright And I've been too late, for way too many fucking nights I really need to hate you, but I hope you're doing alright And I just need you to go away, so I can move on with my life I really think I need to hate you, but I hope you're doing alright I think I need to hate you, I hope you're alright (Verse 2) I can easily find reasons to hate But I’ll keep them to myself and off of this tape I did everything I could, but I couldn’t be great The bar kept rising, my car kept driving Thought about driving it straight into the lake I should’ve done this whole track in one take Needed to make a few refinements Don't worry, I’m still trying to figure out my mindset (Chorus 3) Oh, I really think I need to hate you, I hope you're alright Yeah, I really think I need to hate you, but it isn't out of spite Oh, I really need to fucking hate you, I hope you're alright Yeah, I really need to fucking hate you, that's just lfie (Verse 3) Now it seems I can finally move on After I processed everything that I could do wrong Let it digest, and put it in a few songs I tried to tell the whole truth, all along But I digress, try to find what’s next I hope you can process and get it off your chest Therapy should help, you can better cope with losses When I think back, I just get so exhausted I simply begged for understanding A little dose of compassion I couldn’t get that, so now it’s time to take action (Chorus) (2x) I really need to hate you, but I hope you’re alright
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West Coast 02:43
(Chorus) I’m heading to the West Coast Trying to outrun these ghosts But you’re still on my mind I look into the ocean I've been feeling broken (Verse 1) Road tripping all the way to the coast I just need to get away from it all I’m tempted to get on a boat And end up in Rome or Nepal But that would be a little too much Anyway, LA’s been calling my name So I think I’ll load the car up now, it’s time for me to get away, soo (Chorus) I’m heading to the West Coast Trying to outrun these ghosts You're still on my mind I look into the ocean I don’t know where I’m going But I know that I’ll be fine I’m heading to the West Coast Trying outrun these ghosts You're still on my mind I look into the ocean I've been feeling broken So tell me what will I find (Verse 2) Lately it seems to me, like the days keep tick, tick, ticking on by And it just occurred to me, that I finally figured out why I’ve been counting every minute and I’m trying to forget it But no memories to replace I guess that’s the danger of, me staying in one place, soo (Chorus) I’m heading to the West Coast Trying to outrun these ghosts You're still on my mind I look into the ocean I don’t know where I’m going But I know that I’ll be fine I’m heading to the West Coast Trying outrun these ghosts You're still on my mind I look into the ocean I've been feeling broken So tell me what will I find (Bridge) I'm heading to the West Coast Trying to outrun these ghosts You're still on my mind I look into the ocean I don't know where I'm going I know that I'll be fine (Chorus) I’m heading to the West Coast Trying to outrun these ghosts, oh my I look into the ocean Don’t know where I’m going But I know that I’ll be fine I’m heading to the West Coast Trying outrun these ghosts and got you off my mind I look into the ocean, I’m feeling awoken So I know it just took time
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Flight Risk 04:19
(Verse 1) Oh, it’s 3 am and you must be lonely all the time But not tonight because I'm lying by your side Explored your body for an hour, I think we just got done Making love, or having sex, or maybe we just fucked, I guess I don’t really know what meaning or reason or verbiage you would pick But I think I liked it, yeah, I liked it I left around 7 in the next morning, got home, and sent you a couple texts But I noticed soon, you didn’t want what I wanted next I didn’t need to move too fast Or call us anything (Bridge) More than us, and more than this Sometimes we fuck, sometimes we kiss You are you and you exist (Chorus) But oh you’re such a fucking flight risk Yeah, you're quite the flight risk You run away when times are tough I don’t know that anything will ever be enough Because if you felt what I was feeling (Bridge) More than us, and more than this Sometimes we fuck, sometimes we kiss You are you and you exist (Chorus) But oh you’re such a fucking flight risk You're quite the flight risk You run away when times are tough I don’t know that anything will ever be enough Because if you felt what I was feeling (Bridge) More than us, and more than this Sometimes we love, sometimes we miss You are you and you exist (Chorus) But oh you’re such a fucking flight risk Such a fucking flight risk, ohhh You run away when times are tough I don’t know that anything will ever be enough Because if you felt what I was feeling You would fight for it The crazy thought is that you did And fought against it (Bridge) More than us, and more than this Sometimes, sometimes (Chorus) You’re such a flight risk, such a flight risk I don’t even why I’m surprised You should’ve known that I fly away You fly away when times are tough Oh you’re such a lovely, stupid, often amusing, fucking abuse me, such a flight risk (Outro) Run away, fly away, goodbye Such a flight risk All that time on planes taught you something Never stay on the ground in one spot too long Your personality fits perfectly with abandonment Tied to nothing but the wings you use to escape The signs should've been so clear Your necklace, earrings, and job all told me you'd fly away I guess I didn't notice you're a flight risk This way too easy and so was your ability to run I'd rather crash the plane trying to make it work As soon as the itinerary wasn't too your liking, you were gone Should've seen how obvious it all was I was heading to a destination and you were barely there for a layover I won't put my tray table up and my seat in the upright position Sad little flight attendant (Flight Attendant) Ladies and gentlemen, may I have your attention, please As we go through the following safety instructions In the event that there is a loss of cabin pressure, oxygen masks will drop from the overhead Place the mask over your nose and mouth, breathe normally as oxygen is flowing, even if the mask is not inflating Be sure to adjust your own mask before helping others In the event of a water landing (Plane takeoff noise) Make sure all seats are in the upright position and tray tables put away
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(Intro - Dave Chappelle) I like to live a more open life, I don't like to have to protect myself from people I don't want my life to become about enforcing boundaries You know, but that's what happens when you become successful Your humanity diminishes and you become something else to people (Verse 1) Minds a vault, and I forgot the combination My default is to avoid the conversation Get annoyed every time they bring a task up Because I’m too concerned with reminiscing on the past stuff Lately, it seems my views a bit trapped now Breaking thoughts down, refuse to adapt how Attempts to capture, where my head is Imagine a box, locked with no exits It’s likely, you’ve been down here before In the land of the lost, stuck to the floor Balancing costs with consumption's reward How presumptuous, you recommend I explore This discussion is something I’ll probably ignore Gotta find myself in a fog of the unsure Is it all a construct of my own mind? Don’t worry bout me, I’m fine (Chorus) Thoughts from the Corolla, rolling, rolling (3x) Thoughts (Verse 2) Hit the gas, go cruising through a red light Turn the wheel, driving in the dead of night Only point of interest is achieving clarity Gotta fill my tank up, I’m feeling like I’m barely me I’m aware the speeds I’m driving are illegal But I’m deeper in my thoughts, than I really care to be though Did this drive for years, with nowhere to be though Talking to myself, try to make the speed slow Hit the brakes on life, gain awareness of the complication Blatant conversations as I’m traveling locations Bring me, myself, and I back to an earth of my creation I share with you, my thoughts, avoiding declarations (Chorus) Thoughts from the Corolla, rolling, rolling (3x) Thoughts (Verse 3) Had that car, from 16 to 22 Spend some time thinking back to that younger dude And I wonder how his fucking hunger grew Balancing my crazy nights with many passing headlights Music blasting loud and my mind feeling Zen like Am I alright? Yeah I’m alright Thankful every day that was my first car Started life in it and watched it take me very far So it’s with a heavy heart, reflecting on that guiding star Deriving all these heady bars and building on my repertoire Launching my confetti far, celebrating what we are Who are you? Where you been? I just went out for a spin Now I’m back but the track’s unfinished Did enough laps, so the words stack in it Almost collapsed, when the world crashed in it But it didn’t, but it didn’t (Chorus) Thoughts from the Corolla, rolling, rolling (3x) Thoughts (Verse 4) So many soundtracks amplified those speakers From Tip and Drake to Creed and 3 Doors And plenty of tracks made by Tim Durr Driving in that car was everything I lived for Grab a few friends and cruise into the nighttime Cleared our thoughts and got into the right mind Set, yes I did, drive around then just me and Sliz Then near the end it was Kyle and Mec And I say this next line with no disrespect Leave me alone when I’m reminiscing Cruise in the Corolla, damn I miss it Thoughts
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Meditating 03:52
(Intro) I’ve been sitting here too long, worried about the reasons why I write these songs I’ve been staying out too late and you should see that look up on my face (Verse 1) Confusion or maybe worse I can’t find the words to try to converse Sit back, I’m thinking how to spin verbs Hate pronouns, never know to pronounce A proclamation of profit faces, a prophet wages Warring nations, abhorred abrasions I’m bored, get naked, a voyeur painting Of fornicating, forlorn engagements, warrant abating Get crazy with Warren Beatty, so fucking pay me Maybe I’m just lazy with Jay-Z, Come into the club and sugar-coated DaBaby Singer took his mask off, it’s only Wayne Brady If we Chappelling around, I’m gonna need Dave to save me Put your clothes on as I’m hanging this painting Turn on the news to see which nation was taken Profit don’t cost when the prophet is praying I got my thoughts out, and this is me meditating (Chorus) I’ve been sitting here too long, worried about the reasons why I write these songs I’ve been staying out too late and you should see that look up on my face Who really knows what you need today? Sometimes I want to fade away Don’t let me fade away I’ve just been in deep thoughts, I'm steady walking on the treetops Always hoping that the grief stops, but lately, I think I seem lost (Verse 2) Can’t say I know you’ll find me, but I got a verse, a hook, and the rhyme scheme Rap support with the drip of this IV, looking for myself as I stare at my ID Thoughts in my head surpass surprising, I’d be lying if that surprised me Hoping that’ll leave all you cats surmising As I tie these rhymes while the facts are hiding Disguised in the form of soliloquy Wonder out to the crowd, is this really me? No reply, so I cry, what a silly dream In pursuit of the truth as a human being No answers, that don’t mean a fucking thing As you, from the view of the community You excelled and failed at damn near everything Getting judged, while you comprise all your dreams (Chorus) I’ve been sitting here too long, worried about the reasons why I write these songs I’ve been staying out too late and you should see that look up on my face Who really knows what you need today? Sometimes I want to fade away Don’t let me fade away I’ve just been in deep thoughts, I'm steady walking on the treetops Always hoping that the grief stops, but lately, I think I seem lost (Verse 3) Here’s the verse where the song’s aligning Or maybe you skipped tracks, and I’m outta my mind, see Talking to no one, is probably a problem I’m just being honest, when I say that I got ‘em Lately, it don’t seem like reality stacks up Because I’m rapping this verse from the back of my dad’s truck He heads to outer space through the way of the black stuff As we’re passing stars, man, I think I need backup Wait, I should scratch that line out Or take this whole song and rewrite some lines now That’s what I said and the words that I wrote down What else could I say when I don’t know how I’m searching all the thoughts up in my attic Try to get them through the door, into the paddock Gotta stay at it, try to make it through the ether Thoughts spill out when I match ‘em to the meter (Outro) I’ve been sitting here too long, worried about the reasons why I write these songs I’ve been staying out too late and you should see that look up on my face Who really knows what you need today? Sometimes I want to fade away Don’t let me fade away…
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(Intro) I've been turning back to vices, and I'm feeling indecisive I've been turning (3x) (Verse 1) I've been turning back to vices and feeling decisive Burning the candle at both ends, don't matter what the price is My wick just gets ignited Stay up late at night, it's A parody, because my clarity, no longer feels error-free I'm barely me, but I'm getting back and the terror leaves when I spit the track I'm no aware of needs and how I react So the growths coming, yeah I'm counting stacks Not the money, I'm just counting facts Stack it up, all the amounts intact Then a count for accounts, don't account for that Try to overcome all the things I lack But the growths here, overcome and might've cried tears Open up, it's no surprise dear That I fight fear and I stand tall Even when all those plans fall And you walk around singing this damn song Wondering if you should call, I won't answer that Don't be surprised at all (Chorus) I've been turning back to vices, I'm still feeling indecisive Why you up so late at night with, all your drama, all your moods All that pain, all that truth (Verse 2 - Mecca) Parliament cigarettes, vodka tonics, IPAs Used to feel like that was medicine, but I'd end up sick for days It used to validate my choices and make my girlfriend less annoyin' And then I started hearing demons talk in these little, quiet voices! Ahh, but you were never supposed to know this I mean, I'm not the one who wrote this I've been swimming in my thoughts so long I'll end up like a goldfish In a house made of glass, I can't outrun my past Know I got burned from it, but I learned from it and that knowledge gonna last Ok, that shit's a lie I smoked tonight, too drunk to drive In the mirror - "who the fuck am I?!" I swear I quit like a hundred times! Turnin' back to vices, cause I kinda sorta like it If you ask my friend Bryce, he'll say, "that's just the way they slice it", yuh (Chorus) I've been turning back to vices, I'm still feeling indecisive Why you up so late at night with, all your drama, all your moods All that pain, all that truth (Verse 3) I might go and try some ayahuasca Heard Neal Brennan say, it made his life prosper Now he’s my doctor Taking medical advice from podcasts Sorry, mom, I said don’t ask It’s better than, taking 20 Excedrin It makes a headache, gone fast Ahh just forget, this is simple stuff Ain’t even hit my limit What’s this life, if you’re afraid to live it What’s the limit, if it isn’t, triple digits Maybe too religious, or it’s sacrilegious That’s just existence until the track is finished But wait, it isn’t done yet Let’s watch the sunset Wealth over money, she never understood why Don’t need a million in my savings, I'm a good guy And some days, I feel like I should die Music is a drug that’ll keep me on the good side (Chorus) I've been turning back to vices, I'm still feeling indecisive Why you up so late at night with, all your drama, all your moods All that pain, all that truth
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(Verse 1) I’ve been down here so long, lowest of the lows So I made this song, no one at my home Nowhere to go, don’t answer the phone when I make this song You could try to sing along, or leave me all alone We both know you can’t right your wrongs So I write this song, forget it, reversed Revisit, it hurts I’m sorry if the worst hasn’t came yet Go back in time, before we became that I don’t know what to say, and I hate that Asking you to pick a letter, Pat Sajak Board empty, ain’t no vowels I left, started sleeping in hotels I don’t know what I don’t know now Move forward, said you don’t know how So I guess I gotta rewind time and go back to 18 Before you arrived, before you changed my life And then made it die, I hate these feelings At night I cry, but I rewind time and don’t remember why Try to see new heights, my new attempt to fly I hope my selective amnesia, nah, it won't subside (Chorus) I’ve been falling asleep for weeks With all these thoughts in my fucking head I suppose if I was cut I’d bleed But I wouldn’t bet against it (Verse 2) Trip to vegas, won’t turn me to a betting me Another album, I’m such a veteran But it never feels better than, when I’m on the mic Dissecting all of these skeletons Autopsy, report Final verdict, skipped that day in court Hear you retort, that we lost rapport I moved on, didn’t want another war Honestly, my troops are exhausted Those boots, that are made for walking Will likely lead me, straight to a coffin Your hands committed manslaughter Never been treated that way, by no man’s daughter What’s the bother, I’m the author Not a prophet or a father Oh my god, these thoughts are awful (Chorus) I’ve been falling asleep for weeks With all these thoughts in my fucking head I suppose if I was cut I’d bleed But I wouldn’t bet against it But I wouldn't bet against, I wouldn't bet against it, no No I wouldn't bet against it Wouldn't bet against it I, I wouldn't bet against it I've been falling asleep for weeks With all these thoughts in my fucking head I suppose if I was cut I’d bleed But I wouldn’t bet against it (Verse 3) I've been thinking that the truth of the matter is We fall down but we can’t ever shatter, kids This is. My life. Part 3. That’s right But it’s really, about part 95, because every couple months that I’ve been alive I change, I grow, people leave, I don’t know That’s why you gotta fill it with a few new And stay true to the ones who always stay true They’ll be there until you’re in the grave dude And even on that day, they’ll come and pay dues Just leave the past in the past Things pass on, it’s okay, we never last As I said on part 2, chapter over, next move (Chorus) I’ve been falling asleep for weeks With all these thoughts in my fucking head I suppose if I was cut I’d bleed But I wouldn’t bet against it (Outro - Dave Chappelle) I mean, you know, you know the bottom line is no matter what happens to you, you've gotta keep going

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I hate making albums about heartbreak and failed relationships. I've done it three times now. I'm honest. I try my best to be fair and not brutal. This is my story and nobody else. Anything I say is an incomplete picture of the people I'm talking about and the moments in time that they took place. I use this art form to express feelings and keep myself going.

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released August 13, 2021

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